Desires

Confused
Between her heart and her brain
Between her desires and her thoughts
She wanted him by heart
And her mind screamed NO
He’s not yours to claim
And you are not his to have
She gave out her signals
And he caught them
He gave his approval
And they went on
She started a new journey
To discover
How is it like to be on that side of life
Her heart gasped for the adventure
But her brain screamed inappropriate
She kept fighting her brain
And strengthening her heart desires
As she felt happy as she never did for so long
But then came the day
When she found out
They both were not thinking the same
She wants more
She wants fantasy
She desires what she cant have
While he was more realistic
He knew where this has to stop
And where reality starts
He knew they can not be togather
And thats what he did
She was broken
Like she never have before
And her brain just rubbed salt on her wounds
Reminding her
That our desires are not what we should chase
That heart desires are the burials of our souls
And there she goes
Back to the darkness
Licking her wounds
And waiting for it to heal

Lady N Red